| Looong time |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|06:50 pm] |
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So since I've posted in here a lot has happened.... for instance, a few gf's, lots of confusion. Started to fall for someone then she got pissed cause she thought something I said was a lie, and a few months later she calls and apologizes... still damage was done. I almost died in the icu when my blood pressure dropped to 60/20, and I pretty much just work my jobs, deal with pain, talk philosophy, and try to see if there's anyone out there. Proms coming up, but I doubt Ill find a date to go with. I havent been to northwest athletic club as often as I want to be, because I've been incapacitated most of the damn time. AHH highschool is almost over, and summer starts along with my summer jobs which will bore the hell out of me. |
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| Long time new post |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|09:19 pm] |
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SO anyone else going to give me some stunning revelations? Jeez ive recently had a lot of people tell me things that had I known earlier in my life would have changed so much. GAH!!! anyways school rules, and so do my jobs,... so jobs and school thats all i know what im doing other whan that. |
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| update part dos |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|04:05 pm] |
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I forgot where my last post ended but anyways here it is. I met back up with kristen and we hung out, and talked a lot, and burned cd's and swam. It was amazing we picked up where we left off, well this time not dating that is. Other than that we can still talk about anything to each other, and she can still kick my ass (kickboxer), and she still looks great. In fact if you know me you know I say smart ass comments and joke and stuff, when I do that to her I get punched in the gut and called a punk. Its not some violent thing its just how we interact and its done in a friendly way not like she knocks the wind out of me. She's living back in town for a while, and she has grown up so much. I always missed talking to her and stuff, and its been great seeing her several times. Undoubtedly we will hang out more often, so that's all I have to say on that. |
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| UPDATE! |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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So I met back up with Kristen. That's the short story, for those of you looking for the gist of my story you may leave in peace..... Now my last post refered to a girl I used to love a lot, and still had quite a connection to her despite a good three years her impact on me remained strong. Well a few days after that post I was driving around, rollin' in the caddy, whatever the hell you want to call it, and my cell rang with a really weird area code. I instantly thought of those damn telemarketers and was thinking of when my phone number finally gets past that 30 day grace period for the do not call list. Needless to say I didn't answer it. I went to work, went to a volleyball game, and hung out with a friend, all the while I ignored this little icon on my cell phone indicating a new voice mail. I get a message saying something along the lines of Hey spenser im in town, and im in shoreview, but im just chilling out for the next few hours, so give me a call if you want to hang out. Yea so I mentally hit myself for that one.. a lot. I called back the odd number, and found no voicemail had been set up. So that totally ruined a good day. I logged the number and tried again. ill finish this later shes here |
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| lost love... |
[Sep. 16th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
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So there are a few people in life that I have truly loved.... I mean LOVED, not like hey i think im falling for you but honest to god been in love with. I had one that got away due to ..circumstances beyond our control, and one that well we just ended it and it sucked, but... im over that. I lost this first girl years ago... i mean freshman year... and she dissapeared off the map, she didnt have much more than immediate family, and she wasn't the person who was everywhere all the time, so she was able to dissapear with her family for years... Thank god for myspace I put in a friend request for someone still in mn under her name... a few months later I get the OMG message. Obviously not a myspace addict.... but still it was a shot in the dark that paid off... however I wasn't online to get those first 5 messages..... i was at a football game. SO now I sit in limbo waiting for a responce hopefully not another three months.... odd times... myspace you rule, and god its glad to hear from her.... you know after all these years there has always been a part that I still loved her with... even if it was the protective big brother kind of love... oh well thats my story. |
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| so true.... |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
its odd Im the only one who know all of my stories... a few know one or 2..., but yea... just pages in a library....... |
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| Been a while |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|10:14 pm] |
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Ok, it's been a while, and im not going to lie a lots happened. Currently my brother is madly packing for college as I type. Running around tossing stuff literally here and there into random boxes to get to his dorm. Not like its a horrible thing he lives within a short distance of home. He'll be fine, taking the xbox that I thought I would get... meh I still get his sound system. 1000 watt Cerwin Vega sub, in addition to my 300 watt sub, and my dolby surround sound is going to make me not only deaf, but is going to make for some cool parties if I bring it outside and hook it up like I plan to do. Hanging out more and more, chillin' mostly, a few random wrenches in the mix, and some drama. My last year at mounds view as a student that is. I got my first paycheck from MV, and that is making for quite the pile of 20's. I should be smart and bank it or something, but it's not like im wasting it. I love Best Buy. I love being paid to do tech stuff to further my addiction, and my experience... its a good cycle. I've been doing a lot of filming and editing, and writing scripts. A few pretty inventive and original, but nothing spectacular. It's more cool film/movie ideas I was able to make into a watchable 5 minute sketch. Although a lack of actors (just me mostly) is making for a lot more editing then need be. Yea that sounds lame, but who knows I might do this filming and production stuff for a job also. I'm getting pretty good at it. Realty is getting easier and easier. I have a easy schedule at mounds view which is pretty funny almost. Then again college plans are going to century for the flexibility, and not having to leave in a dorm. At least for the first year or so who knows. Im smart, but it's not like i've ever paid a lot of attention to grades, but if I put my mind to do stuff I turrn out some really good work. Hmm thats all for now.
P.s. Fuck you Hurricane Katrina, and I hope your lives get rebuilt, and your house replaced, or repaired Judy. |
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| Long time since last post |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|12:55 pm] |
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Hmm so a lot has happened. Pretty much I've been doing something every night. Lot's of parties, lots of new people i've met, lots of new phone numbers and new screenames to remember. Good week! Uggh I have to register for school today and then go to work, but Im going to the fair on like the 28th or 29th to meet up with some cool people. Let's see pool party, was fun. My myspace is growing. My xanga.. well i've left that pretty stagnant, same with this thing. I couldn't sleep last night.. Tried sleeping nude.. I felt dirty and had to put on something. Not that anyone needed to hear that. anyways off to drop off a stupid form at mv, and then to work see ya. |
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| Another good day |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|02:10 am] |
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Man I hung out with Dave, Al, Amanda & Kristyn today OH and Sam Haney. I arrived at Al's house to find Dave there and Al eating bagels with cream cheese and ice cream like a child from ethiopia. man its late ill continure this later |
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| Boring day must do something fun. |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|06:41 pm] |
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Hmm all work and no play gets you pay, but... I need to do something spontaneous. I just got invited to a party, one I cant say I have ever been to before... all right Im in. |
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| Cooking crazy |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|09:19 pm] |
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My brother went camping and my Dad went to Iowa for his High School Reunion, so Im basically home alone with my mom 'til monday. So I woke up at the crack of 1pm. I got up went biking around for an hour or so. Got home and was told to do chores. Well somehow I talked my mom into a day of cooking random food instead. Im not sure how I ended up doing that but I did. I made cheese fondue, 3 kinds of pizza from scratch, ginger salad dressing, and tempura. Lots of good food to eat over the weekend now! Late last night to early this morning (3am) was fun thanks for that!
here's a really easy and really good salad dressing recipie. Use white wine vinegar if you cant find rice wine vinegar.
Benihana Salad Dressing
servings [Reset]
Keys :
Ingredients :
1/4 cup chopped onion
1/4 cup peanut oil
2 tbl rice wine vinegar
2 tbl water
1 tbl chopped fresh ginger root
1 tbl chopped celery
1 tbl soy sauce
1 1/2 tsp tomato paste
1 1/2 tsp sugar
1 tsp lemon juice
1 dsh each salt and pepper
Method :
• Combine all ingredients in blender container or work bowl of food processor
fitted with steel knife; process until almost smooth.
• Makes 6 servings,
about 2 tablespoons + 2 teaspoons each (unused portions may be stored in a covered container in the refrigerator).
• Yield: 6 servings |
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| Boring day. |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
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Overall just boring. A bunch of driving, a quick visit more driving. Get home sit around. Find 2 uncashed paychecks. Watched a movie. Worked out showered and ate some stuff. At least its more complicated than my dogs day. Wake up, eat, sleep move some, bathroom eat, bed. |
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| 2 jobs, and european chicks... good day! |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|11:38 pm] |
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OK some of you know or soon will know that I do technical stuff for my high school and as a hobby. ( Yea hardcore nerd) Anyways they called me up on Tuesday and asked me to come in and do stuff for some group coming in on Thursday and I needed to be there at 1:30pm. I was like ok sure... I get a call this morning at 9:30 am saying I needed to go to another place earlier for paperwork. Again I said ok. I’ve never had to do paperwork before regarding this stuff. I go to the Community Education building of the 621 district and show them the forms of ID they asked for, and I begin filling out paperwork
As I’m sitting there I realize I was filling out employee forms, background check authorization..... THEY GAVE ME A JOB! Sure enough I was told I was being given an actual job, and was getting on the districts payroll. I get to do all of this cool stuff and get paid, so I work for my school district now along with my other job at Eagle Realty. Sweet. 2 jobs, and both pay really well for a 17 year old I think that's pretty damn good.
That was good thing part one. Good thing part 2 is...
I was doing tech for an Eastern European dance group that was coming in to perform. I found that out by looking at a poster when walking into mounds view. Otherwise I had no clue why I was there other than I was told to be. Set up was easy, lots of running around and such. Everyone there was really hot! This alone promised that the night wouldn't be boring. They could dance amazingly well, it was almost hypnotic. You watched and you forgot these were people and at some point you realized people shouldn’t be able to do the things they were doing. In addition to the dancing it seems our dressing rooms weren't big enough so they decided to just dress and undress on stage main curtain closed of course. It didn't matter that I was back there or not, that was awkward as all hell. Not going to lie I about tripped on a mic cable when I saw some girl a few feet from me throw off clothes and put on tights. That can be dangerous to see if you don’t expect it! So overall it was a great night. The place sold out at around 700 people there. The quote of the night was "For god's sake Molina!, put a shirt and some pants you've been running around for 20 minutes!" I have to say I don't see naked European chicks at my other job....
Oh and good part #3 I get to see Dan, he's this really cool person I debate things with meaning of life philosophy ect... he's about 65 or so and has a beard like santa, but he's very smart, and interesting to talk to. Anyways I get to see him on monday he did one of his "dropping off the face of the planet things" again, where he goes back out to the middle of nowhere and stays away from his cell for a few weeks. He's back in town for some thing... meditation thing? I don't remember anyways im excited its been a few months since I last chatted with him. |
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[Aug. 10th, 2005|09:05 pm] |
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Wow three day migraine... great. The past three days I avoided light like Dracula. Glad that's over with. YAY! On a different topic people from my school called... my cell phone. Its summer, and people from the school district called me and asked me to run lights and sound for some sort of event at school. Damn. OH well I get paid for it somehow. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|08:58 pm] |
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Joe you need to get those Myst books. The book of Marrim will be written btw rand confirmed it at Mysterium. Has anyone ever been there? Nothing much else to post now. |
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| bittersweet |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|02:38 pm] |
I said goodbye today to a woman I loved for three years. I no longer do, but it sucked saying goodbye. It was bitter sweet in everyway. The hug was forced, as was the conversation. As a plus I didn't cry and for the first time I think old wounds can heal. Ill miss her deeply, and where I go with my life seems to be a mystery, but for the first time I dont need a plan. I might however take my parents up on that vacation. I ended a 40 hour work week, and will have quite the impressive paycheck to show for it. I don't know why I work. A sense of purpose an accomplishment I suppose. Most work for money, but what good as money when what you give worth to is either inexpensive or you couldn't buy if you tried. Im unsure, and for the first time in a long time im at peace with the way things are going and have turned out. Perhaps the ending has not yet been written, but for now this chapter is closed. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|07:06 pm] |
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Man it would be cool if I could use parthenogenesis instead of normal means of creating offspring. Not dissing sex, but come on my DNA mix is perfect so why should I compromise and get half of someone elses in my kids? Nope a perfect clone for me please. Scary isnt it? Sex could be more of a hobby, or past time, or job??... hmm |
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| Pursuit of Happiness |
[Aug. 5th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
Thats what everythings all about isn't it? Finding happiness. Now that seems easy. In fact it was easy for us when we were kids. We didn't want much nor did we comprehend much. Stuff was simple. I'm hungry! we were fed and then became sleepy, and cranky. So we slept. Then we woke up and had to be changed. Then we were hyper. Then we were tired again. There were simple things we needed and we got them. when we were little we had no concept of love and heartache or GPA's and vengence. No poverty, sexuality or even inferiority. Yet which is better? Our simplistic feelings of that age? Or our complex and often unbearable feelings of this age? We are capable of such love and even worse pain. Ive been so weird lately the one girl I ever really cared about leaves on the 16th. Of this month. She's leavign and we can't bear to look at each other or talk to each other. This has been a hell of a year. With another school year coming. I don't want money, I don't want much I just want stuff to be awesome again. There is nothing more aggrivating than doing everything yours supposed to and being a good person and have life just not go right.
Funny situation a coworker was at work today and asked if I wanted anything from Byerly's I said yea get me a Bawls. She just stared blankly saying excuse me? I said no its an energy drink. "OH ok ha ha" she said "it comes in a blue bottle" I said. " ok now I KNOW your joking" she said and she left. Said thing is i never got my energy drink and she didnt believe me. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|08:28 pm] |
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I bought both seasons of Dead like me Today! AND I got my massive order of bread from the bread basket!!!!!!!!! Ill update more later but now time for food and Dead Like Me. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|12:35 am] |
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Are You Damned?
Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
yes, not quite completely damned, and I get to be carried away by wenches.... Sounds like a party. Yes I know this is a cop out I have nothing much to say except I went to the club today and I can now arm curl a barbell with 165 pounds on it... with both arms. Thats a personal best, so all those who can beat that can bite me! Im fairly lazy and often proud of it. |
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